Well i have that problem, do i let that little part of me win? I can do it if i have the energy to do so. But i know what i truly want I want ______ not him. I’m still *attempting* to get over it but so many things stop me. It’s been more 9 months since i’ve liked him and since that 9 months so, so many things have happened. It’s so hard to just give up when i feel so close yet so far.