I’m so sick of being stupid. I’m sick of loving you, but like most sick people they don’t have a choice. I guess I do but i can’t bring myself to do it. I want to talk to someone who will try, to talk to me. I always feel like crying and something thats scaring me is that i might be kinda like really slowly feeling something for J1. this is bad. gah but justin is still everything i want. I’m just a teenager who feels like shit, who wonder why the guy she likes doesnt like her back