I’m jealous, i’m jealous of the new girl. i’m jealous of rucia, i’m jealous of linlin. and ok i’M SOMETIMES’ jealous of heather. just because of the justin parts and the fact shes skinny. I’m jealous of so many people they’re all so happy and smart and skinny and pretty all at the same time. They all have great love lives, lots of fb attenition AND STILL CREATIVE. They’re all so popular and that makes the guys like them. 

I’m jealous of the new girl because she just got here and already in the gang i’ve wanted to join since day 1. THATS WHY. am i that ugly, that stupid, that fat.

I’m never going to be popular enough, pretty enough, skinny enough, smart enough. 

The only fucking reason why i give a fuck about popularity is because you’re the most popular guy in school and i’m just…. me. ALL the girls you’ve dated were popular… and i don’t know what to do anymore… I’m lost. I can’t give up anymore.